When I look in the mirror, I see a woman who struggles to really and truly, deep down believe what she says to others. I tell people all the time that they are precious, beloved children of God. But, it is still a battle to believe it myself at times. I know me. I know how easily it is for me to dishonor Him with my thoughts, or my words. I know how impatient I can become with my children, or my precious husband. If I truly allowed the reality of His Love to sink down and saturate the very deepest recesses of my soul, would I still allow the ugly tone of voice or the unkind thought? I long to be the reality of who He made me to be. I long to walk in the complete freedom of purpose and joy that He has for me. I long to let go of all the ugly selfishness. When I look into the mirror a year from now, will I be closer to that goal? Only if I allow Him to filter each thought, each word. Only if I slow down and, with intentionality, choose wisely and well. And I know me, I can't do it. He must do it through me.
Okay that's all 5 minutes get you around here. THIS IS SO HARD! But, hey, I have 7 children--I like a challenge! :)
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